Not Your Container
I am not
the jar
you pour your trembling into.
Do not mistake
my silence
for agreement.
I give you the floor—
polished,
open,
wide as an auditorium
before a pep rally.
But I do not cheer there.
You speak
in borrowed thunder,
call it concern,
call it
just asking for a friend.
But I can smell fear
when it tries to dress itself
as logic.
Your what-ifs
hover like gnats.
Your limits
reach for my shoulders
like a coat
two sizes too small.
No.
What you fear
is not mine
to inherit.
What you imagine
is not mine
to perform.
I am not
a storage unit
for your unfinished healing.
I am not a trend
to be studied,
predicted,
or softened
into something convenient.
My reactions
are not algorithms.
My follow-through
is not a social experiment.
My life
is not a group project.
I listen
because I am disciplined.
I pause
because I am powerful.
But agreement—
that is sacred.
And I do not lease
my spirit
to projections.
If you tremble,
tremble honestly.
But do not hand me
your shaking
and call it love.